a daily blessing
The work of the late anthropologist Angeles Arrien helped me to see a deeper, more personal layer of significance in natural cycles. Most mornings, I love to greet the four directions - the rising sun in the east, the north where (in our hemisphere)…
the sweet spot
One of the great gifts of being alive is the experience of care. To care deeply about a person, a community, a creature, the Earth, or an issue in society is to glimpse the possibility of oneness. However, when care becomes attached to a particular…
come to your senses
This poem came to me during a solo hike this past weekend. A tiny orchid in the grass alongside the path attracted my attention, reminding me of the gifts that are waiting for us to open our senses to the world.
Come to your senses:
Feel…
illusion most real
It was a still autumn afternoon as I sat at the weir on Nursery Stream at Kirstenbosch. The reflections of the forest trees were so clear that I could hardly make out the rocky bottom of the shallow pond. Something as immaterial as a reflection…
bitter-sweet aloe
Aloes are amongst the best defended plants I know. Their thick spiny leaves and bitter sap safeguard their watery reserves through the long dry summers. These defences make aloes look like really tough characters. But the aloe plant I sat with…
the unseen work
There are many stages along the stream of life - some boisterous and exciting, others still and reflective, and others where it feels like we've dried up completely. In the Dell at Kirstenbosch where I spent my nature solo recently, there's…
a lesson in releasing
I love eucalyptus trees. Together they create a living cathedral, with marble-like bark, arching branches and the pervasive smell of incense, that leaves me feeling hushed and in awe. And they are such wise teachers. Whenever I spend time with…
tangle’s gift
It's been a while since I posted ... that's seasons for you! Anyway, the holiday season has given me time to return to my nature solos.
One of my nature solos in December took me into a 'scruffy' wild area beyond the carefully tended lawns…
backlit
Matter, when
sufficiently insubstantial,
transmits
the light of life.
Petals, when
vulnerable and translucent,
smoulder
with rich warm glow.
Sunlight, when
I dare to face its radiance,
reveals
the soul of you.
these two oak trees
Today two oak trees
Tell a story of change:
One cautious, starkly bold
Holds onto winter;
One precocious, softly crowned
Rushes into spring.
Each responds in its own time
To the call of lengthening days.
Now is the time.
Feel the…
being erica
being erica
you live frugally
wiry and determined
through summer drought
In dirt-poor sand
being erica
you grow quietly;
inconspicuously
catching sunlight,
waiting for spring
being erica
you give lavishly
of nectar and beauty;
from…
soul expression
This Saturday was another delicious day at Silvermine. The slopes shone with sunshine cone-bushes, but it was a tiny yellow bulbine that held my attention. Growing amongst sandstone shards on top of a rock, this fragile little plant was defying…
song is a salve
Rasping, gurgling,
twittering, piping,
the mountain birds
declare themselves.
Shouting from cliff
to distant slope
like dwellers in the Valley
of a Thousand Hills.
Their songs delight.
I do not judge
the cadence or
the melody,
touched…
stream dance
The winter rains have arrived in Cape Town. In between the cold fronts, I spent time contemplating a boisterous mountain stream. It reminded me of a joyous party, with each of the elements in turn inviting water to dance. Each element engaged…
forgiven
Wandering in the Tokai Arboretum this week, I came upon a grove of eucalyptus trees with their trunks smooth and shining. The last strips of the previous year's bark were being sloughed off like the spent skin of a snake, revealing the purity…
between the winds
Today has the texture
of silk sheets and cashmere
after seasons of sackcloth
scratching the skin.
I’ve lived like the wind. May
this still day remind me,
soft as feathers on water,
to breathe gently in.
blatt … oh dear!
I have a deep, irrational fear of cockroaches. They belong the Order of Insects called ‘Blattodea’ – a name that proved prophetic for one particular cockroach that I encountered this week on my nature solo. His apparent determination to…
sand stories
The poem from my nature solo this week is dedicated to the memory of John Winter, past Curator of Kirstenbosch Gardens in Cape Town. John passed away on 8 April at the age of 77. I worked at Kirstenbosch towards the end of John's long career…
seasons turning
Autumn fog
bleaches the day.
Insipid views
turn my focus
towards the earth.
Sandy mound –
no grandeur here,
save sinking sun
illuminating
the ordinary.
Droughted shrubs
tired of summer,
grass responding,
invited by
the early…
autumn paradox
It is the time of the autumn equinox in the southern hemisphere. Observing nature this week, I realised how my concept of autumn has been shaped more by cultural images than by the reality of my surroundings. So often we trust our assumptions…
a child until seven
This week, I again visited the Silvermine Dam for my nature solo. The intersecting circles of ripples in the dark water of the dam fascinated me. As I settled down to write, I realised that it was 14 March, my father's birthday. Our relationship…
at the end of my tether
At the end of my tether I go rowing -
in the middle of the lake lifting my oars
to drift amongst morning wave-glints
that slap against the bow
like a heart murmur.
At the end of my tether I find you,
weary moon, setting behind Muizenberg
hiding…
elemental embrace
Warmed by the fire of sun
Refreshed by water’s ripple
Supported by firmness of rock
Touched by the wind’s caress …
From your embrace springs life
The lovechild of the elements
Irrepressibly emergent
Co-creating our blue-green…
cork oak
This week my nature solo led me to a circle of cork oak trees in the Tokai Arboretum. The tremendously thick, rugged bark of these trees protects them from forest fires in their native Mediterranean habitats. As the tree grows in girth, the…
in praise of grandparents
Twice this week, I've experienced the joy of watching grandparents playing with young children in nature - sharing with them an experience of fun, freedom and fascination. In contrast, less than a week ago the country's attention was drawn,…
promise
In the forest yesterday, I was touched by the apparent tenderness with which the decaying trunk of a fallen tree was nurturing a new generation of fresh young seedlings.
Oh fallen one,
Your hull hollowed
By the adze of time,
How softly…
the fellowship of aliens
'Alienation and belonging' is one of those recurrent themes in my life. It's not just that I'm an immigrant - I'm also something of a maverick. So my primal need to belong lives uncomfortably alongside my need for freedom and authenticity. I…
the gift of attention
Gently
Cloud shadows stroke the earth
The solar spotlight pans
Across slope and dell
Highlighting individuals
Celebrating communities
Drawing attention to
The taken-for-granted ones
Flowers too
Emphasise otherwise overlooked
Individuals
In…
the sacred garden
The year 2013 is ending – the 100th anniversary year of Kirstenbosch Gardens in Cape Town. Ever since my dad first brought the family here when we arrived in South Africa in 1970, I have loved this Garden. And this year, it has been the place…
a tribute of hope
Today Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela was laid to rest in the rural village of Qunu in the Eastern Cape, where he spent much of his childhood. Since he passed away on 5 December, the world has been united in paying tribute to this great soul. His…
beach pilgrimage
Sometimes solo time in nature means looking for a place where you can be physically on your own in a natural setting, without any other human beings present. That is a special experience. Sometimes solo time in nature means going quietly within…
Surrender
Lying on a mattress of roots
In the lap of a rooi-els tree
Beneath a greenly translucent canopy
I learn about …
Surrender
New leaves intercept the sun
They shade and starve
The ageing boughs below.
An old branch, overshadowed,
Accepts…
a gift of renewal
in her wisdom
twice a day
grandmother moon
draws the edge of the ocean
up the shore -
felling our castles
erasing our traces
wiping clean the troubled sand
beyond the tide-line
this new beach
beckons bare feet
to create new impressions
in…
forest connections
In the forest, all have value -
none is greater than the other.
Soil praises the canopy
for its gift of nourishing leaves;
Germinating seeds
give thanks to birds
for transport to receptive soil;
Saplings pay homage
to a fallen…
a delight of ferns
Towering above me
the masters of the forest
make a bold impression,
while here below
on the forest floor
ferns delight me
with their humility.
They greet with grace
the co-creators of their flourishing:
sheltering canopy
seeping dampness
filtering…
the still time
In a world that seems to value us more for 'what we do' than for 'who we are', it can be difficult to accept those times when our lives become less busy, and less defined by a particular role. The empty nest, retrenchment, retirement ... all…
the same wind
Pat and I are privileged to live on a canal that leads into Zandvlei, an estuary in the southern suburbs of Cape Town. I was out paddling on Tuesday, and my relationship to the wind that day gave me some insights into how I choose to relate…
Lemniscate
Lemniscate was created from leaves on the forest floor during a land art hike on the Garden Route of the southern Cape, South Africa in August 2013. This is one of my favourite symbols of life's ongoing, regenerative cycles of change.
my very first post
I know that nature does my heart good, but despite this I often find that days go by without me making time to connect with nature. So this month I've made myself a promise ... to spend time in nature each week and to record my experiences in…